Wounded by Men. I never asked for an overly sensitive, safe, manageable, and well, feminine man. I never asked for a 'nice guy' - who lives with an unconscious boredom. I never asked for a hairless, sanitized, shallow man. * And there is nothing more painful to my heart - in my deepest of wounds [...]
Is there a Love amidst our faults that are too many? Is there a Love before we prove anything? Is there a Love after we've done everything wrong? https://youtu.be/BWPlCep0lgU *inspired by author Ann Voscamp.
It's something you don't understand until you're ready to understand. Second graders aren't ready to understand calculus. And that's important to mention because you don't give up - you keep going - until you understand. She* was talking about her beliefs and said, "I didn't trust Love." Those words came to me like a power [...]
Swarmed like a plague - of my "not-enoughness" - like a full-blown stress disorder - the internal trauma of lack that destroys my ness. Nothing less than a disease of my soul, upon which I plan to cure. The plan to cure my not-enoughness. To clear out the infection of rejection and to start injecting with [...]