When no one comes through for you.
When your Soul grows and you realize no one is there to meet you.
When you let go of the internal guilt, shame, and fear – people attached to your guilt, shame, and fear also go.
When you realize that your life until now, was attached to guilt, shame, fear, and all things called love with a little l.
It’s a form of love, one can say – it’s all we’ve known.
It’s a love that performs; for attention, for validation, for acceptance.
It’s a love that acts in fear-based niceness.
It’s a fear of speaking up; not in one’s individual truth, but in and for Greater Truths.
It’s all things attached to shame and unworthiness, and we call it love.
When you let go of unhealthy attachments within yourself, you may find yourself with nothing – with no one – realizing all the people, places, and things that were attached to the unhealthy attachments also had to go.
As you cut the cords of unhealthy attachments, you are more than likely cutting umbilical cords to family dynamics; of this generation and of those before you.
The letting go comes with a perceived loneliness called Lady Love.
There is a woman in you who wants to know you. She is all things feminine, lovely, beautiful, and courageous.
She wants you to know a Love – not in attachment, but in loving connection.
She wants you to know a Love unconditioned; free from control, guilt, shame or fear.
She wants you to know a freedom in Love and how to freely Love.
Are you free to Love with open hands, unconditioned?
Do you know how, where, and with whom your Love is welcomed, received, valued, and appreciated?
Do you know how to stay connected to a Higher Love when others fail, disappoint, and hurt you?
Do you know how to stay true and authentic to your Soul amidst all of it?
We are beginning to learn this kind of Love. How to contain it within ourselves, and how it want’s to present itself in the world.
We have Love Seeds within.
In our perceived loneliness, this is the time to nurture, to protect, and to fertilize.
Spend time with Lady Love.
Let her take root within you.
Let her sprout.
Pay close attention to opposing forces; people, places, things, and distractions – that come to kill, steal, and destroy her.
Protect these seeds from harmful weather and elements that toxify.
Take care, take care, and take more care.
When the beauty of your authentic soulness starts to bloom within you, when you start to produce fruit, Lady Love will guide you.
Lady Love will guide you as to the when, where, how, and to whom your beauty blooms will be appreciated.
You have pulled out the weeds, cleaned and cleared all toxic and unuseful matters, and you find yourself with an empty plot of soil.
It’s perceived loneliness dear one.
It’s Love’s way to get you alone.
Alone with inner Lady Love, who wants to reveal the true value of what you have to offer.
It’s a perceived loneliness,
And it is good.
-manna received, manna given.

